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Yesterday was my first meeting with my college superiors. Me being the easily shy girl I was excited to start new in a new city and a new school environment. Being my first year of college i knew that making friends will not be easy as it never was but i hoped that i would be just open to new experiences. So to get to know each others they made us sit in front of each others and pass a guitar to the person in front of you that you want to know her name. So just to make you imagine the situation as if you were there. We were 5 girls sitting in front of 5 boys. so the boy started the game and then he asked the girl next to me her name so she got up and asked another boy his name and that's how the game went . we got down to only two girls left me and another one let's call her A. a boy got up and asked A about her name. So that left me at the end im the last one that everyone avoided and wasn't even interested in acknowledging my presence. So me sitting there im my mind I was like that's okay it's just a stupid game. Then the last boy came up to ask a girl her name - as im the only one left that no one wanted to know her name i thought that he's going to ask me as if it isn't that obvious. Turns out he skips me and just asks the girl next to me to say her name again. And no one even took a look at me. Am i really that invisible? Or i'm too ugly that people don't even wanna know my name. I'm not saying like be my bestfriend or let's get married i just wanted kindness. Actually i was never one confident in her looks. But from time to time i would ry and get out of my comfort zone and try to be bold and try to look pretty. In my eyes. But yesterday was the blow in a dream. Which you get hit but slowly. Painfully but slowly. Me sitting there and seeing all those girls noticing no one asked my name. Me feeling all embarrassed because people don't even wanna know my name made me feel just plain sad. Don't give that crap of you don't have to care about what people think off you just be you , you are beautiful bla bla. Everyone looks for recognition from other people without even realizing it. I guess im just that lonely girl at the back of the class that no one even know she exists or turn blind eye and just not that interested in making contact with. If that's me then i'll be it .
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That's really mean from them to just ignore you and that makes me actually really mad. How childish can someone be and just ignore another person and give attention to only girls that interest him? i would've interrupted him and introduced myself loudly just so they know you are also there... the girls should've also said something, those guys are supposed to be at least mature enough to not do these things. Please don't take such things too personal, they are not worth it. i know it may sound easier said than done but try to be a little bit more confident or at least work on your posture to look like it and try to maybe make friends with the girls and start conversations, it would just be better when you ignore those persons and keep away from toxic people. If the girls are also like that just rock that thing by yourself!
i'm cheering for you! ٩(๑˃◡˂๑)۶ ❤
ReplyDon't you think that there is thousands of students other than those shitty bitches? Don't you think there is other people who are like you and are not fitting in? Don't you think your future partner may be waitung somewhere? I am not saying not to care about other's opinion, i feel you, it hurts but the fact is you will be sad and miserable at the beginning but you will become stronger and meet the people of your type trust me
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