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I'm afraid to talk to anyone about what I did.... last time this happened it was already hard enough... I feel like people would disown me, especially those who are close to me. I let them down enough why would I want to do it when it seems I've been getting better. I had my downfall and it's taking a toll on me. I feel like I'm in my own little bubble. Afraid if I let someone near that it's going to pop. I'm scared and I want to run away. Everything I have is here close to home if i left where would I go? If I die, according to my religion, I'm going to a place where no one wants to go. I'm scared. I hate myself. I don't want anyone to know. I don't want to bear the consequences. Yes, I'm technically an adult but still. I don't want to be alone. Do I stay home living in my shame and guilt or run away and be alone? I'm scared.
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Take deep breaths and close your eyes... it’s going to be okay... those who truly love you and care about you will never leave you no matter what you did. No one screws up to much to not be helped in anyway... Be open and honest I know being open is hard... believe me... but you’ll feel so much better that it’s not all bottled up inside. Pray to God for strength through this— know you are loved.. don’t run away... You aren’t alone... love you..
Replyyou dont know who i am
Replyi know i don't know you... but what could you have done that would make you feel this way...
ReplyThere is only one person who i think this could be and if im right please ignore this but if you are anonymous.... i posted 23 hours ago on the news feed about it...
ReplyIm sure I don’t know you? But ok... what was the title?
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Reply(sorry for such a late response just got off work) I'm sorry.. that was the situation... :( Is there anyone you could talk to that you know will not judge you and will help and love you unconditionally? Running away from this won't help... It will still be there.. and will only cause the problem to create a new problem... You haven't lost your christianity because of this.. The bible says God forgives no matter the circumstances.. God has forgiven you... But you need to forgive yourself.. I know i felt like crap when i did that.... i wanted to cut off my breasts the second i sent the picture... that was a few months ago... and it has made me feel so guilty so shameful... i just wanted validation from someone... i wanted to run away too... but now(about a month ago).... i mustard up the courage to talk to my parents...(who are strict christians) and they cried with me... and i thought they would hate me and cast me out of the house for good.. but they did the complete opposite.. they told me it was going to be alright and we all prayed together.... but the downside is they took my phone and put a lot of restrictions on it... which at that moment i knew it was what needed to happen for me to be able to control myself... and everyday i prayed that God would help me to love myself and help me to see myself as worth something... that he would show his love to me... and girl...(assuming you're a girl if not correct me)(sorry if im wrong) its going to be okay... even if it feels like the messed up so bad no one could ever forgive you.. You have to find good ways to relieve loneliness, healthy ways .. God loves you still... You are still so perfect to him... your mistakes won't change that.. Im sure your parents will love you all the same and will be there for you in this... Don't let Satan get in your head and heart... Whats important is confessing it to God, and to your parents... its scary i know but in the end it can only get better from there.... but if you hide it, it will only get worse... you need to get this burden off of your shoulders as soon as possible... love you girl... <3
ReplyI’m here to talk if you need it! <3
ReplyWhat did you do? Stay strong
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