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I did it again....why... i think there is something wrong with me. I was involved in online sexual acts like sexting, vc, or just sending nudes. AGAIN. There is something mentally wrong with me. I hate myself. All I see is a slut. I feel like I'm making myself less lovable for those around me and the God I believe in. I keep beating myself up in different ways. It used to be self-harm, relationships, now this. This trash and slut identity. Why do I do this to myself? I want to run away, but i will be all alone. I'm not a disciple or so-called "Christian". There is something wrong mentally. I can't stop thinking about suicide. IM NOT GOING THROUGH HELL AGAIN. i don't want constant visits to the doctor or my parents watching and worrying about their 18-year-old daughter who wants to grow up and be on her own. NOT AGAIN. Why did I do this to myself? Why do i set myself up for failure? Is it possible to reverse time?
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Replyim sorry.... its sadly not possible to reverse time dear.... but you have/can to start now to get rid of this dirty sin. You have to look deep in your heart and find what are the triggers are that cause you to do this.. When you find it, finding a righteous way to handle what's going on inside.. God loves you... He doesn't want to see you in this pain... God always gives you a way out of temptation and sin... In 1 Corinthians 10:13 it says -- No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it. Mistakes happen... I've made some really bad mistakes I have to live with everyday... and it sucks... but don't let the guilt overtake you... You are still you! Satan is tiring to get a firm hold on you.. Don't let him.. Get rid of what is making you struggle... (example-- if having social media causes you to struggle in this area then delete it) Set up boundaries for yourself.. Pray for God to give you strength, When you feel tempted with this... Leave all electronic devices alone... Go outside... do something that doesn't have access to anything you can use... Suicide is not the answer for this... running away isn't the answer.. Life is hard, Life is harder as a Christian, for Satan is doing everything he can to try and take you away. Doing everything he can to pull you into sin. You can overcome!! It would be a good idea to tell at least one person you trust and knows will love you unconditionally... So that you can have accountability in this.. So that you have someone to go when you are struggling. Pray to God. God is always there. God loves you. He will never leave you, never forsake you. Ill be praying for you. You can overcome this!
ReplyWhat if someone you loved did this... how would you react? How would it change your view on them?
Reply- [ ] If someone I loved did this... I would be there for them.. try and help them figure out what’s going on inside their head and heart. Clearly they already been going through so much and they just need someone that’s going to love them and not guilt them for what happened. For they know what they did was wrong... I would hug them and tell them that it’s going to be okay. That they can move on from this. That this doesn’t have to hold you down. I would ask them if there is anything they need me to do for them to help. And do it... I wouldn’t want them to feel alone. I don’t know how my view for them would change. I know that it wouldn’t cause me to stop loving them. It would make me sad that they decided to do that. But that wouldn’t change the fact I love them and would do anything for them. So I would chose to love them. And care. And do my best to help.
ReplyEven if it was your best friend...
ReplyYes. Even if it was my best friend. Especially then. My best friend means so much to me and i would never want them to feel this way...
ReplyWell hello best friend
Reply..Hey bestie, I'm here for you always-- text me if you want to talk.. <3
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