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7 months ago · · I need help, · Explicit
I think someone has been and still is deliberately doing everything possible to sabotage and ruin my life. I know for a fact that they're able to pull it off and get away with it because they're hiding behind something to cover it up.
There's a chance that I'm dealing with someone who has severe psychological problems here, because it doesn't stop and they won't leave me alone. There's absolutely nothing that will ever justify me deserving this from anyone and be continously abused.
I never did anything criminal and horrible in my life to what this person or group of people have been doing to me.
Let me be honest, I have minor mental health issues and even I would never do this to anyone ever. Whatever is being done to me isn't normal and it's very damaging.
I've been getting the impression that I'm dealing with a covert narcissist or sociopathic person. I come to this conclusion because they do exactly what these types of people would do to their victims. The whole gaslighting, intimidation, manipulation, revenge seeking, control and power etc...
All of which adds up perfectly to the kind of indirect harassment and dehumanization that I've received from others. Without a doubt, I'm not an expert but I've looked into it and I know when something isn't right. Something really isn't right in my life and I don't think it's just me anymore. I'm fully aware of the things that I do, don't do and I know I didn't bring this upon myself.
Someone really has it out for me and for whatever reason that is, I don't know. Only they see it being justifiable along with their flying monkeys coming after me and it won't stop. I've had multiple mental break downs and doubts. I had suddenly become really distrustful, paranoid to where I have isolated myself from friends and family because of this. I have had intrusive thoughts to where I was having suicidal thoughts and I would physically try to harm myself because of all the emotional and psychological abuse that has caused me distress. I was never like this before in my life but whoever it is, they know how to make someone go crazy and this piece of shit just gets a kick out of seeing me suffer.
It won't stop no matter how much I try to protect myself against it and stay strong. I can't do this anymore and I'm even more worried now that I'm pregnant. I feel like nobody has my back because they don't believe me when I say something isn't right with my surroundings and I hardly see anybody standing up for me either.
There's really no way of me know who is behind this but I know that they're vindictive and sadistic.
They've also made sure and did everything possible to make me look like something I'm not, by assassinating my character and making me look crazy. They're doing exactly what a grandiose/covert narcissist or someone who's a sociopath would do to their victims. Everything from manipulation, sabotaging, control to the point of driving the person crazy and ruining their life for their own benefit. I know these types of very disturbed and severely damaged people ruin people's lives.
I've been trying to get my life together and I haven't even managed because of my own struggles in my life. Having to deal with this has just made it even more difficult for me to get out of the hardships I'm in.
I don't know when this has all started but I'm also suspecting people within my own life who may be toxic. I don't know why this is being done to me but I know what their motive is, despite me not knowing who it is.
If I knew who is behind this I wouldn't hesitate to go to police and make sure this person rots in jail.
I would put a restraining order against them to then finally be free from this once and for all. All I need is evidence and soild proof to do something about it. I want to rid whoever is doing this to me on purpose and giving me a harder time to recover. I want my life back. I want to be able to focus and function again without having people trying to deliberately ruin my life more and sabotage it.
What are the chances that I'm not a victim of a smear campaign? I've had complete strangers act like they're against me out in public, when I've done nothing wrong and know I didn't trigger anything to deserve such treatment. Nobody has come forward and told me the truth about what's been going on. I haven't actually been confronted by anyone of the problem because I think people are too chicken shit to be honest with me. I don't feel safe anymore with my surroundings and I worry for my well-being.
I feel like i'm going crazy and I'm really losing it here because I can't do this anymore. Another thing which is part of this and very concerning is my privacy being heavily violated by this person.
I might be hacked and somehow they have access to know what I'm online and where I am.
I need someone to help please because I don't know how to stop this from continuing and I want a way out. I don't want to end up hurting myself while I'm pregnant because of people playing games with me.
This has to end because there's only so much I can take from these abusive tactics.
If you know something and I mean anything of what might be going on, or if you experienced this and have advice on what I can do, now is the time to say something to help me before it's too late. I cannot deal with this anymore and it's pushing me to the edge.