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Physical pain and experiencing death does have an amusing experience.
4 years ago · 1 · Deathwish, +5
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Ever since i was a little boy, i'm fascinated on people dying and knowing their fate in the afterlife and also experiencing the arousing joy of pain by hurting yourself.
Everyday of the rest of my life, i've been tortured, scarred and severed by psychological and emotional pain so much to the point where my entire sanity is breaking apart at any given time and each time i see or hear people dying makes me satisfied not only that but i'm also fond of hurting myself to ease the pain that's coming from my broken heart and soul.
I wish i wanted to experience a real and life-threating death in which i will endure the agonizing hours of pain and suffering in the emergency room breathing my last shortly before losing my life and finally dying either from succumbing wounds from a violent death such as stabbing or gunshots or a slow yet painful natural death such as having sickness (excluding any types of cancer).
I don't care if what things awaits me on the other side, whether i may go to heaven or not and stay on the purgatory for eternity as long as i can die never leaving any traces of any burden and misery to my family, friends and to the people around
me.
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sounds like you got issues pal go see a psychologist or doctor to treat that depression you're taking life way to serious, I've got to grips with death its really not that interesting, whether there's an afterlife, I sure hope so, lifes short and years fly by in seconds. Enjoy what you got and that hurting yourself shit is weird bro cut it out. How can you wish to want something, getting shot isnt fun. If you can feel pain wait till you get a bullet in your arm or leg. You definitely won't be enjoying that. You claim not to care yet you have no idea whats there. What if you show up......and you end up caring. haha
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