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It sucks, because there are times that we get along, but I can never look back on them and smile. He treats our mother like shit, and puts himself on a high horse at all times. It seems like he always wants to fight, like he's so bored. As they say, he makes mountains out of mole hills. Overdramatic. The sound of his disgusting voice makes me queasy, gives me headaches. There is nothing wrong with showing emotion, but he brings everyone down with him, and at this point in life, I wouldn't mind if he died. It wouldn't take anything away from the home other than a unhygienic teenager.
It seems horrible, but I do wish he were dead. Or just gone. That would be nice too. I can't wait for the day he goes to college, hopefully in one or two years. I just want to cut off all ties with him, but he lives in the same house as me.
He has done great things for other people, and those are his people, his group. I'm not apart of that group. His narcissistic personality sickens me, and makes me want to leave the room whenever he's around. He's immature, and refuses responsibility for his actions, despite being the oldest of two. I hate him. More than anyone I have ever met. I know it sounds like a stretch, but he genuinely makes me want to die. If he's unhappy, he makes sure to drag everyone in the house down with him, and that is very often. If I woke up tomorrow and he was missing, I would be happy. Finally, I could just live with the animals and my Mom. I love her so much, and he seems to see her as less than him. It disgusts me.
Now here's the thing; I don't know what to do about this. It gets worse by the minute, and I just want it to stop. Is there any way I can just cut ties with him? Or is there something better? What's your opinion? Please tell me, because right now, I'm lost.
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He obviously has some insecurities... Is the father out of the picture? Maybe he feels he needs to take his place somehow... But you can't remove him from your life completely; he's family. Maybe once you guys grow up some more you'll feel differently. Hang in there!
ReplyYou have some problems of your own pal you say you hate you hate you hate but there should be a reason your brother detest your mother. I have no proof or evidence but how can I believe how awesome you say she is, you can barely stand your brother and by what you say he just sticks to a small group if you live together you don't need to interact mind your business and he minds his I'm almost positive he senses your ill intend and bad vibes and he could care less about you so stop worrying to much about him because he's definitely not worried about you. If its getting worse by the minute speak with your chest, say something. STOP being afraid and what happens...well happens .
ReplyI'm sorry if this seemed super terrible, when I wrote this I was... Very pissed at him. Do I still dislike him a lot? Yeah. If anything, he cares too much about me, it bothers me. I just want him to leave me alone but he's so... Suffocating. Why does he detest my mother? I'm genuinely not sure. She's not perfect, but I would expect him to love her at least a bit, there is nothing. No remorse, no respect. He's an emotional person, on the outside at least. I'm not very openly emotional, I think that's where we butt heads with how to handle much of anything. But yeah, I'm terribly sorry if this bothered you. I wish you a lovely day/night, and thank you for taking the time to respond.
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