Same freaking thing I go through, its getting annoying

My mind isnt built for this world and its disgusting ways. Things that people enjoy and do. I want to teach them to know that they are wrong. They must know pain and feed off of it, as I'm learning to. I will cut and slice and burn and maim. Flesh and beauty is my canvas to corrupt. I cant have it, and in some areas have no desire to obtain it. I feel prisoned by the world and its repulsive agents of pleasure. They need to be stop and remade. The world needs to be purged of disgusting lustful pleasure. I will teach it through talk and reason. But that won't work. So I will teach it through pain. God has made me into something for him to fight and punish for his and his creations amusement and pleasure. So I will teach them their errors in their actions and self. The transgressors hurt, the sadistic beaten and the fornicators sliced, cut up and scarred. I have no desirable traits. But others do. So I must take it from them.