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I’m currently living in a hostel with extremely horrible situations. The food is terrible, the room is cramped and the people horrible. I spent the entire time so far thinking that next year, I won’t have to do this. But my mother is absolutely against me doing so. I just want to live outside, be able to cook on my own and learn to live on my own. But my entire family is against it. Am I that bad? Can I not be trusted? Even though I have never given my family any reason whatsoever to ever mistrust me, it seems like there is no trust at all. I’ve lived my entire life trying to live up to their expectations and fulfilling their dreams and making them happy and keeping them satisfied. I cried and stressed myself throughout my enginyears because that’s what my mom wanted. This time, I’m doing a course that I chose for myself for me. But even now, they seem to be trying to puncish me for moving away to a different state and living away. I’m suffering here. I’ve told my mother so many times but she absolutely refuses to try and think about the situation from my point of view. For her, her decision is final and that’s it. Sometimes I wonder, why try? Why live? Nothing I do will ever satisfy my family anyway. Heck, I’m sure, even if I die they will have a problem with it because my family will be put in a bad light and everyone will talk about them. I’ve been abused, mentally and physically, just for having and voicing opinions that differ from my family’s. Just because I have a different mindset, I’m never good enough.
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