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Why do you have to be so perfect?
Every time I see you, my heart does a somersault and I feel like dying. I want to run my hands through your brown, soft hair. I want to look into your Adriatic blue eyes and see them flood with love like mine do. Even though I know that these are just fantasies, I love them. Is it lust? Is it love? A fleeting crush? I won't know until it happens. All I know is that you stare when we meet eyes across the room, and that emotionless gaze torments my dreams every night. I would confess if I had the chance to prove it to you.
Or if you didn't hate me.
I see you look at her, those icy-hot eyes turning in the opposite direction of me. I feel envy, unspeakable hatred toward her. She is my rival, and gladiators fight even if they won't win. When I get home, I spill blood, knowing that it's mine, wishing it was her's. Why can't I stop this? Why don't I want it to stop?
I love this rush, this feeling of wishing that you were in my arms. It's all a dream, a hallucination. You get me high even when I'm feeling low, but now I'm addicted. Maybe writing a page or two about your pretty hands and slightly pointy nose will make it stop. Or maybe it will fuel the fire that started with your spark. Who knows? Not me. But what I've been wondering of late is "If I could make this stop, would I?". If we're being honest, probably not. You're far too perfect to not be admired, far too hot to be cold. And so I admire every part of you, down to your tiny waist and tan arms. Even the way you look when you're confused is adorable. Why do you never show these emotions, though? You make everything look easy. I've never felt jealous of you, only those who get your attention. On the rare occasion that I get the well-awaited pleasure of talking to you, I can barely speak. Holy Jisoo, the only time we've been alone, I asked you if I could touch your hair! I'm a mess.
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Dudeeeeeeeee I'm the same around my crush! Hopefully you guys end up together!?!?!?
Replyhaha hopefully! Let's cross our fingers! good luck to you too <3
ReplyYeesh, I'm kind of in the same situation, just without the jealousy and stuff. Good luck with your situation!
Replythanks and you too! :3
ReplyThat "holy jisoo" has me dead LMAO are you a blink? Good luck with your crush though
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