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Could I be a demon in human disguise? I was narcissistic and manipulative. I always thought that in order to be successful in life, you need to be a manipulator and trick victims all the time to get what you want. Too bad that I don't have charming looks and I am mentally stupid. I just manipulate people that I am stupid and have them help me all the time. I am also super stubborn.
I manipulated a school nurse two times, making her believe that I needed to go home when my illness and twisted ankle wasn't very urgent. I could of just fought it. I also manipulated my teacher to let me go to library or other places and I stayed there until bell rang because I hate walking long distances from one side of school to another side. I also manipulated my parents countless of times and also on internet. I felt bad doing it on internet because it was the only way for me to make friends and stay friends for a while. I am just selfish and wanted attention on me.
I also liked to torture small animals. I tortured lizards last school year by drowning them in cup of water. I stopped already because I was worried of getting caught by parents. Also this school year, I found a frog in the bathroom so I kept it in small plastic box and took it to school. I just love frogs. Kept it in my backpack or in my pocket. Too bad it escaped two times and I pretended that I didn't do it. The frog is free now from it's torture inside the dark prison. I want to capture more frogs.
I have no fear of harmless snakes and spiders. Daddy long leg spiders and constricter snakes. What kind of a person would be afraid of those things? Animals are so much more harmless than humans. Yet, you see humans interacting with other humans. Just wait to get trust issues and you'll see.
I always think slow (you know what it means) people should just be eliminated from Earth. They are so useless. This is a good way to help with overpopulation. Before you cry out, I am diagnosed with Autism and I do feel like I am a piece of useless parasite crap and should be gone. Only the difference is that I am high functioning and I can get a job unlike the low functioning. Why do these low functioning have to be kept alive while people in Africa are struggling to stay alive? Those slow people can never get a job and become helpful part of society no matter how much therapy and extra care you provide. I am so sick of them in my bus. Always making noises and making my ride experience boring and annoying. If only I didn't snitch on bus bullies in elementary school, I would be riding the normal bus.
I see the bad not the good. I am obsessed with creepy and scary stuff. I love Halloween. I was obsessed with mental hospitals. I like everything black and red and sometimes orange which is fire. I want everything to burn in fire. I love fire but afraid of it. Afraid of other evil? Something more evil than me? I was obsessed with rituals and demons. Obsessed with myself then? That makes sense. I was obsessed with mental illnesses. I thought I could be psychologist but never had that caring emotion in me.
I am a living real demon. Hell is overpopulated and needs to send it's demons to Earth if the demons are willing to erase their memory and become humans. We all suffer in Earth and Hell but rather suffer in Earth. What is the point of becoming good if you just get spit on and crapped on by other bad people? I dealt with my toxic parents, people in school, internet. All bad but few good? No! The "good" are just manipulators. Now trust issues forever. Shall let crazy thoughts be heard. You guys will understand soon. Anything too good to be true isn't true. I am some like mad genius or something.
Go ahead and report my 7+ paragraphs post. This isn't trolling, this is a sad reality of a mentally ill person. At the end, I will be sent to mental hospital either way. Releasing my disturbed thoughts and all I get is, "You are sick, let's give you meds." . Or I just get ignored. Yeah, keep doing it, this is what happened to school shooters. I want to be able to be with other sickos and relate to them. Only problem is that they'll eat me alive and can't be controlled.
"Ha, edgelord. You make me laugh." Yes, my username is literally MischiefEdgelord, you blind bat. I make all bats like my imaginary friend thrown to a bat cage. Some people eat fried bats. I just use bats as a birdie on batminton. See what I did there? After I am done, I hug dead bats goodbye and burn them in fire. If my imaginary friend sees this, he will be very mad and beat me up. Thankfully, I burn bats on a candle which smells like blood. Oh wait, nevermind. I hide dead burnt bats inside Russian dolls.
(If you somehow read all of this, this is an experiment of how a mentally ill person can go out of control slowly. Good job if you figured out already. I swear to Satan if my post gets reported... *something got cut off*)
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Wow! If and only if you are a demon then I'm a angel! We make an unlikely pair yet I'm missing you for the last two days lol.
ReplyOh wow. You found my most crazy and insane post. Really sorry that I was out for two days because my stupid parents took away my tablet because I was ''acting bad'' in the trip because I was sick of my mom taking pictures too much and I wasn't in the garden trip, it was Disney Springs but I already been to Disney Springs so I was bored. I am in school library so this sucks for me.
ReplyI didn't know you wrote this till I saw your name lol. I'm like wow.
ReplyI should of deleted the crazy post I made already but all the paragraphs and writing I made would go to waste so I decided to keep it.
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I like these kind of posts. It is mysterious and something out of ordinary lol.
ReplyIf you really are like that you say about yourself then still I like you and you'll still be my friend.
ReplyOh thanks so much! Same to you too! It could be that I was corrupted by the internet or my parents. I kinda wish I was normal.
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ReplyUm...either you're reaction is speechless or the mods are acting again.
ReplyThey deleted my replies?! I can't seem to notice something is off with the conversation.
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ReplyOh, okay. Thanks for checking! I kinda freaked out when my friend thought my replies were deleted.
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