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Jairo,
It's been a year since we've separated. And for some funny I keep reminiscing on our past memories since you wrote me recently. And for some reason I just keep wondering how things would be if we were still together. Would we be happy or the just two lost souls whom struggle to love one another? We both loved one another with a passion that could start wild fires. Perhaps it was that passion destroyed us. But at the same time since I've had all the time on my own to reflect, I've realized that I wasn't capable of loving you in the way you deserved. I mean how could I, I didn't even love myself. I was depressed and anxious for such a long time. I lost who I was. I can barely remember a day where I can truly say that I was happy with myself during that time. I am writing you so maybe you can have some sort of understanding, Or maybe I am just writing this for myself. I know you'll never see this, and that's okay. During this time alone so much has changed for me. I am depression free. I go to the gym daily and I reconnected my faith in the lord. I have never been in a more peaceful and happy place. I think I needed this time alone so I could heal and find myself once more. I had to loose you so i could learn to love me. And this goes without saying, but I wish somehow it could've been different. But I also don't regret how things happened I suppose. When you wrote me the other day on facebook I was utterly shocked. I didn't think I'd ever hear from you again. But the world always seems to give me what I need. The song you sent me, "La Cancion," had me thinking right away. Something reminded you of me and reminded you of all of our good times. I'll tell you my love, I think of those memories daily, because its the only thing I have left. Like the photographs, gifts and songs i reflect back to. They were some of the best times of my life considering I wasn't 100%. And till this time, my feelings haven't changed bit. I still love you so much. And writing this hasn't come easy. But I have been wanting to say this even if you'll never read a single word. Perhaps this is the universes way of acknowledging that what we had was epic and all too real. You are by far the best love I'll ever have. And yes I do know we can have more experiences, but none of those individuals will have left the mark you made in my life. I'll admit you have been in prayers and even dreams dreams. I've have dreams of a possible reunion in the upcoming future. Perhaps it's foolish of me to think you'd ever come back. But who knows, I'll just continue as I have for the past year, taking me life day by day and enjoying all the blessing that god is to bring. Again I write this with a heart full of nothing but love you. I hope this finds you well.
Love,
LGH
XOXO
Always.
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