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3 years ago · 4 · Stress, +2


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I'm a typical female teenager in high school. I'm very stressed out with life and I feel very useless and like I'm a failure. I can't help but want to kill myself every day but I know that I'll never do it as I'm scared I thought that maybe I'm thinking this way because of hormones or something. I know I should get help but I'm scared of getting judged and being that my parents are Asian immigrants I feel like they just won't understand and they'll just brush it under the rug or they won't understand and I don't know how to explain to them. I know that my older brother would also judge me and he'll say that it's just a phase. I really want to get help but I'm too shy and scared to ask I'm too scared to open up to somebody face to face and I just don't know who to ask. for help.

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  • hopeful · 3 years ago

    Hello there! You are not a failure, alright? You can try online counseling if you want. If talking to someone can lighten your feeling, we can talk. Stay hopeful. Have a nice day.

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  • Novni Guest · 3 years ago

    I'm dealing with the same problem as you :( I had a fight with my Asian parents yesterday just because I was having an anxiety attack. If you want to talk I'm open so we can support each other. But please don't think of suicidal thoughts, I've considered that too but it'll only make matters worse for your loved ones :'(

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  • rottostranotipo · 3 years ago

    I have a friend who had this kind of anxiety and she was almost into becoming suicidal .. and by the way she's 27 yrs old and a full time nurse.. she loves working and getting stress with her job.. but she had enough of stress when things with work and family/home problems collide.. But she knew she was having an anxiety attack and she's getting paranoid about.. so she went to get help from a doctor.. and it did help her .. your still young.. why would you think of death when you could still change things and control life to have it more cooler and take adventure for awesome experience.. ?

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  • Myself_on_Mars · 3 years ago

    Hi! I'm here to tell you that it's all going to be okay. I've been through some pretty tough times as well. You can get help from a counselor at school if it's too hard talking to someone you know! Good luck ❤💜💙

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