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Ever since I moved from my home country to another when I was about ten, I’ve never felt the same, something in me switched. it was all new to me the language, the people, everything. I was surrounded by friends in primary/elementary school back in my home country, I loved it, I felt accepted. But moving meant I had to leave that all behind. I felt weak. I closed myself, I didn’t want people to have any sort of opinion on me. I wasn’t happy, and I started to harm myself in high school (I’ve stopped that now because i knew it wouldn’t resolve anything). I felt like a burden to the rest of my family that managed to fit in pretty well.. I’ll never forget that moment were i broke down in front of my mum, I was sitting on my bed and she asked how I was from my bedroom door, I answered That I was fine, she then sat down next to me and asked me again, I couldn’t hold it in and just let it all out. The last couple of years of high school weren’t that bad, I’d managed to make a couple of friends but I felt I wasn’t myself anymore. Then in collage I told myself that I wouldn’t care what anyone would think and that I would be myself, I did just that and made loads of friends, and a couple of close friends. But I rejected a girl from my college year and she went and told everyone that I’m fake, and that I’m evil; i feel my parents hate me, my dad forgot my birthday, he called me the worst person in the world during a shouting match, my family say that I will never make any friends with the way I act...I don’t know if I like the person I’ve become, I don’t know if my friends are just my friends because they pity me or because they actually like me.. is all this just a lie.
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If you rejected that girl way too harshly then yes, that is a really bad thing to do. But we all make mistakes that we will always regret. And if your friends are true, then they would understand, they won't leave you away just because they heard that someone call you fake, they should listen to your side too. And for your family, well maybe they love you too much that they get angry at you because you're friends are decreasing, but listen, if they truly love you, they would be willing to listen to you, they would comfort you in your troubled times. And also? Don't hurt yourself, it won't make any pain go away, instead of hurting yourself, you should find away to bring back the self you always wanted. Find yourself again.
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