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I'm finally back up. I've surfaced. But all I can do is worry about going back under. What if I get tired, or what if a wave pushes me down. I can't go under again. Now that I'm breathing I can't bear holding my breath. I'm at the top! I'm treading water, the sun is visible! But. I'm so scared I'll go back under. And the shore is within sight, but here I am still treading water. I'm no longer drowning. But terrified I might resubmerge.
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