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I’m a 16 year old in high school. I hate my body, I hate myself. I keep having these periods of depression, and I hate it. I have no intent of suicide or self harm though. I think living in despair for eternity is better than being dead. Although, I do not believe I will be sad forever. I do not feel as though I able to talk to my friends about this, as humour nowadays consists of jokes I find distasteful, such as racism and suicide, along with rape and an overall edgy tone. Sometimes I question my friendships, in all honesty. I believe highschool is a good opportunity for bonding, but I also see it as a home of immaturity. I hate that. I hate that I have no one to talk to. I live in a broken home with a father I rarely talk to and a step mother I rarely talk to, along with a foster child who is a 16 year old mother whom is a highschool dropout and smokes weed very frequently throughout the day.
I’m part of a popular friend group, which makes it even harder to talk to people about how I’m feeling.
On another note, I believe I may have a form of body dismorphia, although this is undiagnosed. I have gone from a 36 waist size in January to a 32, and I still feel fat. I’m around 6’3” and 180 lbs, so I know I shouldn’t feel too fat, but I still do.
Just needed to get this out there.
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ReplyYou aren’t anywhere near fat.
Take up a sport or something, get your mind right, your mind wanders to bad places...keep it busy.
ReplyI know highschool seems like your entire life, but there is a world out there full of opportunity. There are so many people out there who will love you for who you are. Highschool is only a fleeting moment of your life, you can accomplish so many things. Go out there and live.
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