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I am a first year undergraduate engineering student. I have a crush on my fourth year senior. He treats everyone nicely and he is a gentleman. Besides, he is a cell group leader at the church, and he can play drum. I guess those are the reasons that I like him. I just can't help thinking about him. When I was walking to my school, or the lecturer hall, I just hope that he would be beside me, walking with me to the school, or at least we can have breakfast together. I was wondering what had happened to my mind. I'm not sure if that's call love?. I don't think if I confess to him that I have a crush on him would work, and what if the situation gone wrong and we can't be friends anymore. Would that be awkward? I feel like I'm so childish. There were twice somebody told me that he actually confessed to a girl but he got rejected. He is from the west side of our country, and that girl is from the other end of our country. So what the girl concerns about is that she might need to leave her family and hometown if they started their love story. Sometimes I feel like why am I so stupid, I knew that he still loves her, his pinned the conversation with the girl on WhatsApp. This afternoon, he shared a song on Facebook, it's about how sad a person feels when the partner left that person. I feel like he is resonating with the lyrics. I think that's how he feels right at that moment. But all I can do is just guessing. I talked to my best friend, sister in Christ, she told me don't be so rushing. Do observe for a few months first and only decide and pray. So now I am praying really hard. I can't focus on my study, I'm sitting for my finals in a few weeks time and I can't even answer the simplest question from the previous year papers. I am stress yet I have no motivation to do that. I feel so blue every now and then. I'm just writing it down to make myself feel better. I'm feeling better but the feeling is still there. I can't stop that feeling!!!!!! Also, I do not confess or try to have a date with him is because he's graduating soon, and if we're together, we need to have strong faith.
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