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You're like a rare gust of wind , no more daily or weekly presence. At least thats what i think. Perhaps you are still lurking about in the background of my daily whereabouts but I just dont notice you , or maybe I got used to you being part of my reality. I don't know which exactly but you havent left forever either. But when you do come its powerful , perhaps because you're no longer expected and less frequent.
Some days I would gaze at my reflection for countless seconds wondering everything about me , life and you. You formed a huge part of my identity for 2 years and now you are almost , if not invisible. You just disappeared. No....I made you disappear.
You are back today , out of all days you had to choose today. Im sad , i could let you destroy me fully but I dont. I know you are only temporary and that you will leave again. I dont know when you are next scheduled , but I know you can't harm me. You're not really real. Just something that can become real if I give you that might. But the times have changed. I now know what I hadn't comprehended that I thought I did. So I called you unintentionally today. U didn't choose. I chose. Just like this day last year , and this day 2 years ago. I chose. All along. My subconcious mind. But I'm also not going to let you last. Like the blown out once flickering candle light , like the gust followed by a closing of a door , you're not gonna be here for much longer. And one day , that much longer will be a forever.
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ReplyWow this some seriously dark talk. Sounds like you control everything. How deep does this black hole go? Scary
ReplyBeautifully portrayed.🤗
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