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Things like the movie American pie really infuriate me. They were just doing a special on it and I had to cover my ears and change the channel. It infuriates me. It pulls at me everyday and I see that thing in everything and everyone. Sometimes I feel I really have no worth according to everyone else. And that makes me want to hurt them. I have so much anger and violent thoughts that I start to think if I had some traumatic experience in the past and my mind just blocked it out. I am always frustrated every day. I keep thinking no one will understand until I give them pain. At the core of it all is the idea of sexual pleasure. It's too much. It's too rooted in the world and I feel I can never change that. So I think it would be better if I didn't feel anything by accepting death.
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