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Have you ever cried in a bathroom floor? Well, have. Others may think that it is too dramatic or that it only happens in movies. Others may totally understand it and have done the same. For me though, during my lowest point, I could not stand the sight of my chaotic room and how it represents how equally chaotic my life is. It makes me feel sad and dissapointed that I could'nt be better. I hated it. And also another thing, there were so many windows, it is too bright. It slaps you in the face of how horrible you must be seeing everything in disarray and how you could not, for the love of you change anything to make it better. Though in my bathroom, lying in the floors it embraces you with its harsh coldness. It never deceives you of being in a warm, happy place. It is dark that you could be empty with your thoughts. In a way I felt completely vulnerable and powerful at the same time. In that bathroom floor I poured all my emotions, cried my eyes out. It felt like letting all of your pent up frustrations and dissapointments all out. It felt great and horrible and looking back, it was a pitying sight. However in that moment, it made me feel as if my problems do matter, when in the grand scheme of things it wouldn't even have been acknowledged.
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As I was sad reading this, I am glad someone can actually understand me
ReplyYess same really. I have felt this way before as well.. it feels kind of amazing to ball your eyes out on a cold bathroom floor, with the vent thingy going off loudly to cover up your unintentional sounds of crying that happen from time to time.
ReplyJust clean your room. It is too cluttered so divide things into three piles: one of things you will throw away, one of things you might keep, and one of things you need so you will keep them. Then keep the room tidy. It's not that hard to do.
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