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It's been 1 1/2 year since I've seen her in person. I miss her. I've never deeply longed for someone to the point of madness. I tried to move on, I tried to forget her. I tried to move all this energy towards myself. To improve and love myself. I tried to focus on anything, but her. And yet she's still on my mind 24/7. We're still following each other on social media, and every time she posts a pic of herself, I avoid liking and looking at it at all cost. The other day, I accidentally looked at her newest pic as I was scrolling down, and the second I set my eyes on her face, it gave me immense pain which led me to look away. She is even more beautiful and radiant and it drives me nuts that I can't have her. It's funny because when I posted pics of myself, she always liked it, but now she doesn't like any of my posts because I assume, she noticed that I never like her pics. She probably thinks that I don't like her when it's the complete opposite. I'm just trying to save my sanity with these mind games. I never got the courage to tell her how I feel when the opportunity came. There were moments where I could feel that she really loved me, but now it's to the point that I'm sure it's an unrequited love. I know I'm being vague and there are more stuff behind this story, but I'm just too drained to even talk about. I just needed a place to vent and I appreciate you all for taking the time to read it. Sometimes I regret ever meeting her, but then I remember that because of her, I actually improved my life by learning to focus on myself, prioritize, and reevaluate my life and goals.
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She’s very lucky to get genuine love from you. When we had invested so much emotion to someone it really is hard to get over with. If you still love her, it wouldn’t be that easy but maybe you can start liking her posts again. Have you tried to tell her how you feel? Maybe she’s also waiting. I did the same thing before. I told someone what I truly felt. It may not turn out as you expect it to be but you have to let it out. Trust me, you’d feel so much better..
ReplyYou're right I'm still madly in love with her and I must tell her how I feel and finally free myself from this pain and longing no matter what the outcome is. Thank you!
Replyas if i'm reading my own story:(
Replyare you me?
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