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My friend yesterdya had mentioned she was having people over to her house today and invited me. I hadn't seen it since it was in an Instagram groups chat and I muted it and rarely fdrop in. This is becuase I don't have the emotional energy this week and I rarely use the app. So today she calls to remind me since I wasn't aware of the time. I have no way other that to walk or bike, but my body is sort from working out yesterday so I tell her I'll walk. Twenty minute walk by the way. In the cold and snow. With only leggings nd a hoodie and flats. So I'm a good portion into my walk when she asks me to bring a game with me. Great. I don't want to dissapoint her so I tell her I'll head back for it. This is when I break. I call my brother to meet me at the door with he game to make it quick... But I start crying. I realised how hard it would be to walk there and have to walk back later. To have to interact with everyone and seem upbeat and such. To be cold and be slightly angry at having to go back for a game. So I decide I won't go.
I feel horrible and like a bad friend ... I feel flaky and fake. I apologise for and explained it to her, and she said she hoepd I felt better but I just feel like she's mad and is trying to act nice since she's with the others.
But honestly I think it's better for me to stay. Especially seeing that since it's snowing much harder now I would've been quite cold....
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I think you're fine. If she's a good friend she'll understand.
ReplyNo, you aren't a bad friend. Take care of yourself first. <3
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