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I have all I wanted, all I need: love, family, money, friends, I'm pretty, I do well in uni, I have my own place, I have everything and still, I do not sleep well at night. I sleep dressed, keep my bra on, dont take makeup off, mostly I sleep on the couch. Nightmares are bad, I get panic attacks, I've been in therapy for seven years now, sometimes I vomit. Things should not be this way, shouldn't they? Since I've been in a relationship it's been getting worse and worse. But the worst part is that we love each other and hes so good to me and we're so happy. Everything is so good and instead of enjoying it I feel like I'm sitting on a ticking bomb, just waiting for everything to go to hell. And I haven't told my therapist, and I can't tell anyone because things are so good and I don't wanna be the one who ruins it all, as per usual. I should talk about it shouldn't I? Who should I tell? What do I say? How do I say something like that?
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Good luck eith everything.
If you need someone to talk to, count on me:)
ReplyThanks you're a sweetheart. I think I might have underestimated the power that my past love experiences have had and might still have on me. I don't want them to matter anymore, I just want to forget and be happy and yet I just cant seem to relax i guess you can't just force this kind of things. Thank you 😘
ReplyFear of loss and inadequacy; nothing is guaranteed, but all we can do is keep going. The ship may get rocked by rough weather, the course may get adjusted, but the ship continues. There are ports to rest at and do maintenance, and it seems what would help is to look at your map and see where your current heading is. Are you satisfied with the current course? You may want new things in your life, and your partner will be there with you through it all on this adventure.
ReplyThanks for your reply! I think I like where everything is going but I just have these bouts of irrational fear of losing it all, of not getting where I'm supposed to get. I believe in this so much but I can't afford to get my heart broken again
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