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I feel like out of my "friend group" I'm the forgotten one. The underrated, if I can say. Idk... It's just I realized that a lot of the stuff I've said and done have been forgotten by my friends. Today my friends watched the movie I believe I told them not to watch without me. They told me they were gonna watch the Grudge and I only said no cuz I can't do scary stuff. I thought they choose the grudge because of that reason. Apparently not. They told me they never heard me tell them that, when I did, multiple times. Tho I'll admit not directly to someone but at least loud enough for them to hear, after all, we only talk to each other. So I'm pretty sure they should've known... I know it's selfish but idk... I'm usually forgotten on the side a lot. Sure I can't join every hang out. There was one time I went MIA for a bit cuz of depressive stuff. And my friends hung out at the beach without me. They even talked about it, excluding me. And it wasn't in the story telling matter, it was more on inside jokes or whatever. Even one of my friends is still awkward when talking to me. I've been in the group for the longest time, yet why am I this way? Maybe I'm expecting too much... But like another thing. When one of my friends cry and let her emotions out, my friends are right away to comfort her. But when I let it all out, as someone who keeps her feelings to herself, they say some encouraging words and end it there. I want the comfort. I don't get much help that I need. It's all myself, but I'm already so negative and need someone else to rely on. But how can I rely on these people I came to get the closest to, if they don't care as much as I would/do care for them. Maybe I'm expecting a lot... But I just feel really hurt and sad. I'm sorry, I'm not as exciting as everyone else. I'm quiet and shy, but I do try. Very hard to make something of myself. Even faking happiness to get people to smile. Idk... It just hurts
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I suggest you take time to yourself for a while or leave your friend group and go make some new friends cause if they don't care enough to notice that you aren't happy then just leave and if they do care they'll try to make you stay
ReplyYou are worrying unnecessarily. All you have to do is be with them and enjoy yourself.
ReplyDevelop a sense of humor. They can't ignore you if make them laugh, and they'll invite you more places if you make them feel good.
ReplyI felt this on a whole other level. I am also a forgotten one. If you need to talk, I would love to chat and be friends!
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