I loved him first

But does it even matter... he's in love with her now. I'm just his friend. Nothing more. Nothing less. I've known him longer. I've been with him through bad times, whether it be school-related, problems with his family (his family doesn't have problems-HE IS the problem most of the time) or just random insecurities. I was there. But she's too perfect. She's gorgeous, and she has a great body. She's popular with the guys too. Me? I wear glasses. Straight-A student with a weird sense of fashion, I never show skin, I never show boobs (maybe coz I'm just cup b...alright fine, it's just a big A lol) I'm smart though, I can plan a bank heist perfectly but who would wanna date a criminal so yeah, scratch that. He's busy with his new girl lately but we still meet during weekends to play tennis, we both love tennis and then we order pizza after the last game and talk ..well, he will be the one doing most of the talking and im hella sureit's gonna be about his supermodel-body, gorgeous, popular girlfriend who doesnt even smile at me. Ugh. What the heck does he see in her? I mean, she's a dummy, for crying out loud. All she cares about is social media and makeup blah blahh ugh.. I even heard she's failing in her classes (okay that was low, sorry). This must be what you call jealousy. I guess I really am in love with my idiot best friend. Like fudge you destiny, for making us meet in 3rd grade which eventually caused us to get close and become bestfriends. And fudge you, cupid for making me like him, i mean of all the people, it just had to be him?! and you know what, i'm gonna go really low and include his parents. Fudge you, Mr. and Mrs. Miller for giving birth to an idiot son who can't even choose a proper woman with brains. (just kidding, much love and much respect, to Mrs. Miller, who has fed me the best carrot cake in the world, and to Mr. Miller who knows the corniest dad jokes in the world=you guys are amazing, i don't know where your son got his tiny brain from)

Xoxo, anonymous novni user who just needed to let things out lol,