Delete me

It's kind of funny ya know, whenever I say something funny or meaningful it gets deleted or ignored. Both online and in person. My old friends too, now act like I dont exist and they never knew me. The guy I love I can never have because he cant accept me for who I am, same with everybody else my age. This person I am is considered as trash, dumped aside and constantly left. Now I have to start over at another school now because of bullying and I'm being stalked the s**t out of. I try to be happy and I keep getting brought down. I'm so sick of it. How worse can it get, might as well erase myself as well.