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I honestly don’t even know where to start so here it goes ! I got married at a really young age due to becoming pregnant with our first child ! ( this year we will be married 16 years ) I can honestly say now looking back their were so many red flags to walk away even after we were married and at the time only having the one child leaving and starting a possible better life . But at 17 what did I really know about Love ? Thought he could change thought I could make us a happy family but boy was I wrong! Now fast forwarding to almost 16 years later and several more kids now. I love each and everyone of my children and would do it all over again in a heart beat but I have began to start really feeling down and lonely ! My husband does not really talk to me . We walk past one another in the house and nothing is ever said. He never wants to do anything with me at all and I do mean nothing ! He has told me he doesn’t love me or care about me but yet won’t let me take the kids and go back to where I’m from to my family where I would have emotional support . He is a very controlling. Narcissistic person. I get be little emotionally and verbally on a daily basis! I feel so crazy at this point Bc I don’t see a way out ! I feel so un loved un wanted . I work from home so never get out of the house I never get any me time with our kids . I wanted to go to school to become an RN BUT MY husband has made me second guess how smart I am to be able to do that ! I am currently a CMA but gave up working to be at home with our kids and take care of the house ! I literally can go days without anyone talking to me and I guess mentally everything is just starting to take its toll! I know their is more to live then this ! I know this is not a marriage ! I want to be loved and valued but once again he tells me know one wants to be with some one like me who has 4 kids and has gained a little bit weight since having kids . I guess today was just a rougher day then others! My bday is coming up along with valentines and he said it’s just another day nothing special . We have not celebrated either of those occasions or our anniversary in 5 years. I can tell you the last day he told me he loves me and that was feb 13 2014 . The absolute last time . Not even when I was being will back for surgery and i has just had our 3 kid and I said in case I don’t make it I love you ! He looked at me and said I’m hungry I’m leaving and walked off ! I just don’t know what to do everything is in his name ! I have no family here for support and can’t afford an attorney ! I know long post and I’m sorry just very sad today
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Yeah know how you feel
ReplyGo to your local church and talk to a pastor or councilor there to get help.
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