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For as long as I can remember I have had a gut feeling that I won’t live to see my 18th birthday, currently I have 94 days until I hit 18 and I’m really emotional. I still have a weird feeling because I’m depressed and suicidal sometimes and I’m in a not so great home situation so there’s still a chance I won’t get there but I’m so close, I’m closer than I ever thought I’d get and it’s great but overwhelming. I never planned my life never thought about what I wanted to do because I never thought I’d get this far. I’m happy and scared at the same time and I don’t want to bother my friends by texting them a countdown because they won’t understand why it means so much but I want to share this joy with someone so if anyone has any questions or comments or anything about it I just want someone to be happy with me about this. - S
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ReplyI am happy that you are happy. I hope you see your 81st birthday.
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