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To put things in perspective, I am nineteen, graduated from high school, working and living at home still, not in college. All of my friends have gone their separate ways and we've all coped in one way or another. It's been nearly a year and I've hung out with them at various points in time. Tonight I've just gotten home from hanging out with one of my closest friends of whom I haven't seen since New Year's. The entire time, it felt as if there was a cloud of insecurity (or any other word synonymous with feelings of inadequacy that fit) looming over my head. Every thought, every word, every sentence, and action was followed by doubt. Thoughts of 'that was stupid', 'why would you say that', 'that wasn't funny', and so on. People have always said to be yourself, but what if yourself isn't good enough? What if yourself is too much? What if your personality just happens to be one that everyone hates for some reason or other? There is not a single place, in real life or online, where I am truly myself and that's... depressing. Or perhaps I simply psycho-analyze myself far too much to be considered healthy.
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You are definitely over analyzing yourself. All you can do is go with the flow and don't worry about what you say. This is probably a phase you are going through.
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