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Hey I'm still not over you and never will be. I have to admit that you were the first one that i had fallen too deep and there's no way of going back. You may not be my ideal type but I think I loved you. So bad. I like people easily but I don't fall in love. I never knew how it feels until I met you. I'm still hoping that closure from you even though I know that day won't come. What was on your mind? Why did you do it? Were you just messing around with me? God I can't believe I'm crying writing this letter.
We both know that we were THAT and if anyone were to know what happened between us they would definitely sees us as a couple. I miss the touch of your skin on mine. I miss your deep voice. I miss the convos that we had and the flirtatious side that we show to none but only us. Our feelings were mutual one thing that I know. I really thought I was just going to mess around with you but boy 8 months in and I'm still not over you. we didn't broke up. we never had a relationship to begin with. it was just you, me and the feelings. We both know about each other too much. too much that it affects both of us internally on the latter.
After so long not talking with each other(ghosted each other for 5 months). we met again. coincidentally in a fast food restaurant that our mutuals brought us. The moment i heard that you were there that was the peak of my nerve wrecking point. I sweat so much i didnt know how to act properly. Only God knows how I feel atm. we talked for the first time after so long. dropping the ghost act to look fine in front of our friends. the friends were just starting to know about me when you already know almost everything already. and that one gaze we did for each other for 5 secs that was it. i knew it i couldn't get over you. not in a short period amount of time.
There has never been a day without me thinking about you. I've been coping and trying. and healing each day hoping it will be okay. it will go away because they say time heals. but i'm starting to doubt everything. the time and me. I miss the carefree, don't give a damn, confident girl in me before she met you. i just realized she was the happiest before you. you gave her hope too much that it consumed her. I will always wonder how you feel. did you feel the same? have u bat your eye on another girl? how much time did it took for you to move on from me? until the day i die, i'll still want that closure. p/s i love you.
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