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So, I decided that I will make notes about my brother and his way he bullies me.
Just about 30 min ago, I was sleeping in my bed, having an afternoon nap. Suddenly he threw the door open and shouted at me: "You retarded blood sausage why do you close the door when the dog is here?!" and then he left and let my door open. My body is like frozen, I do not know how to describe it, but my heart was beating very fast after he woked me up this way.
I am at home 22nd day because our university is closed. Me and our dog usually sleep in the afternoon, she sleeps in my mom´s bedroom and she was fine. When she wants something, she knows how to scratch the door to wake me up. But she usually sleeps even longer than I do.
After my brother left, I felt like I want to kill him. Really no joke, I imagined how I use scissors... now I am more into crying. I know I could not do it... I really need a rest so badly, because I am recovering from illness. I was taking antibiotics and my health is not perfect yet.
He is working from home today and we are alone in our house together, only granny is downstairs in her flat. I sent a message to my mum about what he does to me. Today he is extremely bully. At the morning he said that I do anything at home and he is the one who has to go to work and that I am all the time on the computer doing nothing - obviously because our country is in quarantine, I can not do much when we have to stay at home and our university is closed. I am a PhD now so even I am home, I have home-office, even though now it is more about recovering from illness than work, but I try according my strength and energy to do something.
I pay my mum as much money as he does, so this argument that he is making the money is invalid. At the morning he commanded me that I have to tidy and that "he needs me to look after his pizza while it is baking"
My dog just came to me to check me, she usually sleeps at this time. I am still a little shaking after this shocking waking up... 😢 I am sure I will have a headache in the evening
The worst part is that people often do not believe me. Or they think that I am exaggerating. Like my classmate once told me "He is such a nice guy, what do you have against him?" He puts his mask on in the public and it is me who looks weird. I have read some messages on the social media a few years ago, he was talking with one of my classmates, we didn't get along well together and she said that I am weird and he supported her in this... he puts me down every time he can
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dont be scared when you wake up just imagine this day gonna be a better day and think ur not alone my parents are even worse they dont give a crap about like if i died RN they woldnt even notice
ReplyHow do you mean do not be scared when you wake up? He burst into my room when I was sleeping and he yelled at me. Every normal person would be scared. And this happens often. His behavior is not normal.
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