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what do i do. every single damn time i see him, butterflies swarm up in my stomach and my heart starts pumping 5 times faster. i wish i hadn't told him i liked him. otherwise we probably still be the same best friends we were before. i feel like this is all my fault. i told him i didn't like him anymore just so i wouldn't make things awkward, but god its so hard bottling up my true feelings for him. some nights i just want to explode with words and express what i've been feeling, but they all just come out as tears. i wish i was the girl who made him happy, who made him smile like an idiot, because that's what he does to me. he makes me smile like a goddamn idiot and i hate it. i hate how much i fall for him every single time. hes my everything, and i mean little to nothing to him.
sometimes i dont know whether im in love with the memories, or if im actually in love with him. whatever the case, i can't seem to get over his cute smile, contagious laugh, hazel green eyes, and brown hair. its so stupid. i dont know whether to keep holding on, or just let go and forget everything we did together like it was nothing.
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P.sss i have the same case too but i chose to keep our memories alive because one said " What ever makes u smile, keep it!" :) and it feels good when i have butterflies in my stomach but it's up to u whatever u wanna do..just know u are not alone ..most of us are in love...oh my God i need help myself!
Replyjust let time do things! you'll see maybe something will change for him or for you! we don't know the future don't pressure yourself with that and just enjoy the moments you have with him without thinking something will happen between you two
maybe doing the contrary and showing him that there's really nothing anymore will do the expected effect, i mean maybe he'll be intrigued and caught himself wanting to impress you like he did before
ReplyYou can still keep remembering everything you did together. Just move on as he has.
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