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I know that every time you talk to me you are worried at anytime I could just break into a million pieces. you and dad have had to help me out in several ways in my young life. But guess what, im still here, im with someone that loves me in a way you never could, and I am so tired of never being enough for you. Cut us off if you need to, I don't care anymore. and guess what heres another thing you will probably question like you don't support me in my mental health diagnosis...im gay, so deal with that. I am so tired of you bending over backwards with my brothers just because he is your little golden child. I am so tired of you giving them all the credit. im trying so hard. you'll never understand and im just tired. I don't want to cut you out of my life, but every time I talk to you it feels like a lecture. Why would I want to open up about how I am scared that me and my fiance who is a trans woman now btw...so deal with that too...won't make money for awhile. We will find a way. We are both smart. You could have a relationship with me. You could be someone I go to, but I don't need someone lecturing me. Maybe one day, when we take some time apart, and you miss me enough you'll understand that you can't talk to me like this. Please know I'll always love you, but this constant negativity and judging makes me feel like I'll never breathe above water. Maybe one day you will treat me like an actual adult, and not a kid that is not allowed to go on the internet past eleven. I have made peace with the fact that we will probably never have the type of relationship I see in movies, tv shows, and even in real life with healthy mother daughter relationships. I'm going to give you some space now, because If I don't I'm going to do something that I will regret. love you always no matter what.
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