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Well first, hello to my readers. I know its kind of weird to read someone say this from the start but like that's me, being so fake. I grew up in a basic household, all comfortable until I reached some grade where I got compared to everything I did, they wanted me to someone, never cared for the person who I was. I always changed ( tried at least ) and in the end, I don't even know who I am. I am great at advising people and telling them to be strong in there life, but here I am, a mere weakling. I tried to run away from my home couple of times and somewhere successful but unfortunately, I did come back ( parents had to call cops :/ ). Numerous times I thought to give away my life, but at that moment something happens and it makes me happy, even thou its a small thing, it brings me peace. Most of the times I am in my dark moods. I have been suffering from depression, had panic attacks, sleep paralysis and really tired to be someone who I am not. Most I can be bipolar too, but I don't know. I tried to talk to my parents but they always blamed me in the end, a funny thing my mom told my family would never accept me for the person I am. I just want peace, but like they say ' death is a solution for cowards'. So I am lost, always surrounded by darkness.
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ReplyI can't relate fully, but I am there. I've learned that in life, adults aren't always right. Please do not listen to them when they constantly compare you, because you survived 100% of your days and that should be enough to be proud of. I also know that it may be very hard to simply ignore them like that, but I believe you can do it.
ReplyWhere you are saying "death is a solution for cowards" this line describe about you.
You have a great potential to fight against darkness. And I know well you are not losing hope.
So Rise as Knight and Fight against situations. Accept challenges to become whatever you want to be. Good Life is neither fair nor easy. Every time we have to choose between good and easy.
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