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How i met her...and how we became strangers again (PART 2) Final
4 years ago · 2 · Need Advice, +3
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Okay last time i told we grew closer and closer yeah time went by and she became a part of me and she also told me that i'm too important to her and it made me feel special.. Then on September ugh i forgot the date i proposed her.. she didn't said no neither yes she told me she couldn't move on from her ex so i understood and forgot about it and we continued to talk with each other as usual and time passed we grew so close and i became close to her bestfriend too like we're trios also in highschool we talked with each other like so much we bunked classes and went to court to talk and spend time.. it went by and one night she told me she missed her ex so much that she couldn't to anything then that night i stayed up till 12 AM talking to her consulting her to move on and forget him.. I also suggested her to reach to her ex and get back together again if he's still into it.. SHE DID IT! yes she reached out to her ex and said her feelings but sadly her ex rejected and told her to move on so she decided to move and i was with her whenever she felt down i helped her move on only little help she moved on by herself cause she's a strong girl you know then.. time passed by and she said to me that if she ever decided to make a boyfriend she would make me and that made me happy.. Oh i totally forgot to say when we grew closer we used to go home together she lived far from my house i still managed to drop her off halfway i sacrificed my bus to walk with her for like 6 7 months i used to go home on bus before i met her but after that i walked home it took me 1 hour to reach home always and i got habit of it.. sometimes we used to eat junk foods.. it was fun with her.. Then October came and it was time for another Vacation (you can say festival break) for 1 month 15 days.. and in this break everything changed from fun and happiness to sadness and back to being alone yeah :) as soon as break started we 3 (me,her and her bestfriend) went on a trip, enjoyed movie(housefull 4 and more).. I was really happy at those moments i had forgotten all my pains.. then one day she called me and told she was going on a trip with her family next day and she told me to meet her at her place (near her home) it was 6 pm and night was falling still i managed to get my friend's bike and went to that place i reached there at 7 45pm and i met her we went near to the river and talked for a few minutes and something magical happened yeah we kissed each other...<3 it was my first kiss i don't know about her we stayed there for almost 20 mins and i was getting late also she had to pack her bags as she was leaving for the trip next day i dropped her and i went home.. she facetimed me as soon i reached home and we talked with each other till late night and she then told me she was feeling sleepy and needed to wakeup early in the morning. I said it's fine and she went offline then i logged into her account ( yeah we had exchanged our fb pass ) then i saw a guy there she was talking with him like normally and in the morning i asked who was he she said he was her aunt's son and i thought it's okay then she went that day we didn't talked with eachother and i was really bored and.. in night she texted me she just reached to her destination and there was bad internet connection so she couldn't chat or call me and i said it's okay just enjoy your trip..then we talked only few times. then it was time for her to return and i was really happy and excited to see her... she returned and told me it was fun there and then i don't what happened she was always busy and stopped calling me she made excuses and i didn't minded it..we were going contactless day by day and we ended up talking only for few minutes............... duhhh it hurts right from being close to going contactless :)...then highschool reopened and we only talked at school and while going home. i also composed a song for her.. Then one day she said me she liked this guy ( her aunt's son xD) and i said ok if you like him then why don't you ask him out( I was really sad that moment) then she said she only liked she didn't had any feelings for him .. it went by we were going contactless and then on december 23 or 24 she told me she was in realtionship with this guys like wtf she told me sorry and told me her feelings towards me faded and told she'll be close friend to me i said ok (i was heart broken and now i can't lose her so i loved her so i decided to stay friends) then time passed it was hard for me to move on.. countless sleepless night and then i decided i should stop talking to her and i was confused how to do it if i went directly and asked her to stop talking to me she would feel bad so one day while returning home i fought with her for small thing and she said don't talk to me then from that day i stopped talking to her i stopped going home with her i ignored her when i saw her in school..she didn't said anything then i told her best friend to say her sorry from me and i won't talk to her again.. it was month of January and like this we became strangers again.. it's been 5 months without her and i learned a lot of things i became a lonely soul again i stopped trusting others i also said "I trust nobody and nobody trusts me"... I still remember her sometimes and can't sleep.. sometimes i listen to the song she suggested me sometimes i cry seeing our old photos together.. and i don't know what will happen now where this life will take me... i stopped caring who stay's or who leaves and in this 5 months i made a lot of online friends 2 or 3 of them became close to me even though i never met them... xD they're my game mates(mobile legends) met them online..lol..
Now i decided to live my life with flow and go where ever this fate will take me :')
suggestions appreciated <3. Thanks to those who read this all. :)
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