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Whenever I am without you I feel like I have no purpose in my life and I’m just waiting around and counting the seconds till I can be with you again. You complete me.
Perfect - “As good as it is possible to be.”
There is no such thing as “perfect”. It is mere a concept that we use to describe things that get “as good as it is possible to be”. I cannot tell you that you are perfect for you are not, everyone and everything has flaws and different people have different opinions on said things. All I can tell you for sure is that you are perfect in my eyes and I wouldn’t want you to change one bit for me or anyone else.
Today I decided to see what would happen if I don’t snap ... good morning. Ever since we had to break up it has taken her longer to reply to me, making me believe that she keeps getting over me a little more. The past few days it has been taking her around 2-3 hours to respond to me every time and since I am in a time zone 6 hours ahead of hers we only get to exchange about 4-6 snaps or so per day where 2 of them count as “good morning” and “good night”. She claims I am her best friend even though we broke up but that is hard for me to believe since we barely have much contact other than generic “what did you do today” conversations every day. I guess I wanted to test my hypothesis of not snapping her first because I had hope that she was not completely over me yet but it is already 9PM here and I still have not heard of her. Yesterday it took her around 3 hours to reply to one of my snaps. She told me that she was going to watch a movie with her mother. I’m guessing she wasn’t that into the movie that she couldn’t think about anything else like snapping since I know she always has her phone on her and I have never seen her miss a call or text from her mom but it’s just not a priority to get back to mee since it looks like she is completely over me now. It has been 3 months which is fair since our relationship lasted only a year but our relationship was super intimate and intense and we deeply loved each other and we’re certain that we were even soul mates.
I for one am not over her at all. I still watch old videos of us together and try to relive some of the great memories. My plan is to move back to the in about 4 years and reunite with her but if it seems that she can get over me this easily then maybe I was wrong about her being my soulmate. Maybe our relationship was so amazing because we lived in different states and although I came to visit often, we both knew that in the end I would have to leave again so I guess our relationship was in like a honeymoon stage. I have been trying to talk to other girls since I’ve been back here but it just feels like I’m cheating on who is now my ex girlfriend. I just wish I could go back to the time we were still together and never leave there.
Update: she snapped me at 12:30AM which is 6:30PM her time saying “hey”
This is worse than any physical pain that can be done to me. Another sleepless night you have caused me. It’s been over three months but it feels just as bad as the first week we were apart. I wish you would have fought for me to stay with you. I have no purpose anywhere that is not with you. All I can do is think about you all day and all night. Although you haven’t snapped me a picture of yourself for nearly 2 months, your beautiful face and smile are engraved in my skull.
Today I asked you if you wanted to talk a little more since we barely talk now but you would rather we don’t talk at all anymore.
We have completely stopped talking for 2 days now and it is absolutely killing me. I miss looking down at my phone and seeing your name pop up and smiling. I’ve just been listening to sad songs and feeling depressed and I want to love back to you so badly. I can only imagine you feel the same way which only makes me feel worse since the only thing I care about is that you are ok. I want to text you so bad to ask you how you are doing but even if you reply I know you’re just going to tell me you are doing fine. I’m so lonely here and all day I just watch pictures and videos of you. I have never cried so much in my life and I don’t know if I’m ever gonna be able to get over you
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