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We we best friends. You dropped everything for me. Then I made some serious changes trying to adopted to our life together. I did that best I could, what I thought was right. Oh the mistakes I made in the short few months. You took my hand in marrige. Though I didn't know how to show you the love I felt for you. You touched my very soul. Then they ripped us apart sent me to help in the distruction. I had to leave you here in this place. With no one and nothing. I couldn't handle being there. Yet I didn't know what to do for you. You would tell me what you needed but I just couldn't understand. Your voice was the angel that kept me going. When it all finally clicked you were to far gone from me. My mind played tricks on me. People I called friends lied and tried to rip us further apart and I let them. I came home months later not a tear in your eye when you said you wouldn't try. I lost it I wanted to die. I kept as calm as I could. Then they ripped us apart again. You came home I didn't know what to say or do. All I could think about was how I could make it up to you and you hated me for it. My I love you turned to poison in your ears. My letters ashes in your hands. The tears in my eyes met with hatred. It's been almost months since you left and they said I can't be with you. I see you in passing and my heart shatters again everytime. I'm not mad, angry, or in the least bit feeling vengeful. I still love you with everything I have. In some ways more than I ever did. All though things seem negative a lot of good actually has come from it all. Maybe one day we can sit down have some coffee and talk as friends again. My strongest hope is that we can start over. Forgive and forget. Move on from all of this and be together how we always wanted to be but never could. Take the trips you always wanted. Learn together and grow together. It may never happen that way. Yet if some day you realize what we had and want to give it anot her go, there will always be a place for you by my side. If not and you never speak to me again and I never cross your mind. Just know you name is etched into my heart and I'll never forget the good times nor the bad. You have been my happiest days and my saddest for a long time and those memories will never fade far from sight.
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