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I didnt get in to any of the schools I applied for. I should be fine if I work hard and apply next year....right?
I started strong, thinking I could do this, but I think I just fell into an abyss.
All my friends got in, so why couldnt I? They all seem to be leaving me behind....I don't want to be left behind. Im starting to doubt if I was ever good enough for this field of study, but it was my dream and its all I know. If not that, then what else am I going to do?
I feel like my dreams are being crushed with every waking moment in anxiety. My motivation to improving myself is dying. My mind is dying.
Im so damn tired now. Everyday I try to fight these feelings off. I tried. Im happy for the achievements of my friends. Im so very happy for them. But why? Why do I hurt from this so, much?
I probably wasnt enough. I didnt do enough. I was never enough. I want to be well rested. I dont want to drown in my tears and failures anymore. I dont want to wake up anymore.
I want to try and live for my friends and family, but this is a bit too much. My mind is torturing me. I can barely breathe. I dont think I want to anymore.
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Yes keep going! You can do it. Don’t just give up. I know you probably feel so worthless but you aren’t. I know when you don’t get something that you want it hurts for sure but you still have your whole life ahead of you to improve !! You’re so strong and you can do anything you put your mind to. So what if your friends got in, you can still stay in touch with them! You can also make some new friends too. A change could always be good. Don’t stress too much over it ! Don’t know what your beliefs are but god has a plan for you and everything happens for a reason. Don’t give up. You’re so loved.
ReplyHey, it's going to be alright. Don't give up. It's your dream right? How can you give up so easily. We are in love with our dreams, a failure won't make us give up right away, right? We will fight for that dream. you should fight for that. I believe in you :)
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