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I'm not human. I don't know what love is, what it feels like to love, nor will I ever feel loved. I am alone, I can't satisfy anyone. I want to cry so badly, but I can't. I'm sad enough to cry, but nothing happens. I want to cry. I'm just this emotionless sack sitting in my room. Why does everyone seem so happy in this world. I can't explain this feeling I have, it's a very bad feeling. I keep putting my hands on my cheeks and breathing out hard. I feel trapped, I feel like I'm in trouble. I feel pointless. Nothing feels right. I don't feel like my own person. I feel like I copied someone else. What kind of feeling is that. I want to be able to feel love. I want to be able to show love. But I never learned how to express that emotion. I don't want to crouch in my bathroom at 2am with my hands on my face thinking about everything bad. Yet I have to face tomorrow, again. The light has gone out of my eyes. You look at me and I laugh but I'm not there. The old me is gone. What kind of feeling is that. Parents try to help me. They tell me to stop feeling this way, like it is easy. If it were that easy I wouldn't be like this. People just don't understand unless you are feeling the same way. I mentally can't get out of this state. You can tell me I'm loved, I will accept it, but I won't believe you. Nothing excites me about guys or girls. Yet I want to be in a relationship. I want to feel wanted. I've always been alone, I'll continue to be alone, until the day I die.
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ReplyIf you want to feel wanted one day you will be.
ReplyHello! Not sure if this is the best response that you were looking for, but keep on going.
I’m out there; an anonymous person in the billions of people out there, that’s genuinely praying and hoping that you find that warm feeling that fills you because I know one day you will feel it and pushing forward will be worth it. You will not be alone forever. It may seem really dark and that the tunnel is empty, dull, but one day it will be filled with love, acceptance and warmth - like heaven. Push forward, keep on going! I know you can do it because you are strong. You are surviving this dark phase in your live and I know you can! My words may not have the greatest affect, but please take this to heart. But please make sure to take care and continue even if the road to happiness is rough because at the end of the day, you will find it. I know you will.
You are worth it, and even if I’m just a mere anonymous person In the world, you are not alone. I hope that soon you will find the happiness that fills the empty void.
To occupy you, try drawing or investing in writing whatever comes to your creative mind. Pick up a hobby that you will get hooked on and be passionate about.
But remember (like I already said) keep on going!!
Love and acceptance awaits peacefully for you :)
ReplyI feel that way a lot too. I'm trying to change so that I focus on things that I like in life. It helps if you have something to look forward to every day when you wake up, even if it's something simple like a good meal or a good show to watch, or even going for a walk outside. I like ordering packages online too, it's been fun to receive parcels at my door during this pandemic. I do online work so I've been able to afford it, thankfully. So, I hope you can find little fun things to brighten your mood as well.
ReplyI feel like your awareness of this feeling is you realising and beginning to connect to your true essence. Be brave enough to feel it and you will learn something Also try reading a new earth or the power of now or just watch a eckhart tolle youtube vid.
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