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My eyes sting and scratch as I blink, straining through my searing tears to scribble down another helpline number from another phone call after another week of waiting. This makes eleven. Only a foolish blonde like yourself would even try this one too. Oh, desperately, dumb, defenceless you...dial the number.
'I'm afraid this service can only help those with moderate depression.'
'Sorry, this service can only help those with anxiety.'
'Unfortunately you scored too high to be suitable for this service.'
These services aren't cut out for you. You, you and your obsessive nature to pick apart every action, inaction, thought and emotion to see the meaning behind every worthless moment you merely exist! They are no match for your intrusive thoughts, the ones who wind the levers of your sick mind. The ones who pin you down, fixating your eyes on the image of the bittersweet end of your empty days. They need you to watch so that later they can whisper in your ear that behind them is you. It was always you. Your thoughts and notions. Because you are playing god within yourself and winning by loosing. This service is you, brought to you by you. You and your issues.
But, oh sorry! What am I thinking? This is all far too complex for you.
Try this service instead.
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Wow really? They said that to you? If you have depression or anxiety or both its best to consult a dr if youre able to first. They could refer you to a counselor. Still crisis lines shouldn't turn you away like that its why they exist or should refer you to one suitable. Ive never used them personally yet though i see a counselor.
ReplyMy depression seems to have taken a worse turn due to the loss of a close relative so although I struggled with depression beforehand because of the grieving process I get passed around from service to service and put on waiting list after waiting list. This is through my local mental health nurses' reference. Causing the past months to be even more difficult.
Also these numbers I talk about are helplines for service charities not crisis lines. They would never do this.
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ReplyOk. Sorry. Didnt know. It just seemed to say otherwise.
ReplyNo problem, thanks for your input anyway. :)
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