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Unsure of what the word means anymore. I used to make friends so easily now its changed slightly due to how I've been treated. I only have one left whos been there from the beginning which is great but they can't always be around. Something happened I don't know exactly what but the friends I used to have left. I don't know why as we never fought. I thought everything was fine but I guess I wasn't good enough. It seems to be a reoccurring thing now as new ones made fade away too. No one seems to make the effort back anymore and I'm starting to give up. It's hard to stay happy when you don't feel liked. It has affected my mental state which affects my relationships because I don't have exactly what I want/need. Everybody needs friends, a partner is great too but it's hard to fully love someone when you don't have others. It's even harder when you can see everyone around you you know have friends that clearly love them/love hanging with them. Even your (now ex) boyfriend has loads he can hang with when your not around. It makes your heart sink to your stomach when the past keeps repeating and you don't know why or how to stop it. I've longed for answers to so many of my questions and still found none. Instead, my pillow feels the trickle of rain falling down on it soaking right through as it feels the pain of each (tear)drop.
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In life friends come and go. The way it looks it may seem as though you are the issue, but that is not the case my friend. The thing is, losing those "friends" are a blessing in disguise. I guarantee you that if those so-called friends stayed, they would've caused you stress. I've been in this situation for a while now and it sucks but in a few months you'll realize that you are the most authentic best friend to yourself and that people are temporary. Also you seem cool as heck for still seeing the good in the people so that's their loss. <3
ReplyThank you x. I always try to see my best in people, yes and the worst thing is if those people who left me ever came back to me in need I would help them because it's just the way I am. I wish it was just as easy for me as for others :( ❤
ReplyFunny thing is last I checked you get to choose your friends.
Am I missing something?
It's like a right or something. You know freedom.
ReplyI thought I was choosing good people as I got along great with them but that was only through my eyes I guess
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