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I wish I would wake up tomorrow as a completely different person. The one I have always wanted to be, an epitome of perfection. The best body, money, power, confidence, love everything at my feet. Look at me now. I am losing a part of me every day. Every day is a struggle. I don’t see no hope, no light. I am drowning more and more in the dark. Idk if I can ever come out of it. If I do and when I do come out of this dark hole, I know that I will be inevitable and unstoppable. But how much longer do I need to bear this pain until I can finally wake up and consciously put an end to my misery. I have everything yet I am lost. I know where I want to be and I know how to get there but I am unable to act on it. I lost my will somewhere down the road. Will I ever find it again? How will I find it? Where should I look for it? I need my will to go where I need to be. I am stuck here in this body that I don’t recognize. I need to get out but I am trapped. My will is the door to my wishes. I hope I find my will before it’s too late. 😔
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Your will, your strength to move forwards, its a tricky thing. The more you look for it, the more time you'll waste. You just have to go and do what you want. This is the easiest and the hardest thing to do, to not think and just do. You will see your will, or the lack of it, only when you look back at the past. In the present, will means to move, to do something, anything.
If its something like exercise, set a time for everyday when you will get dressed and put on your shoes for a workout. It doesn't matter if you actually intend to workout, don't try to think that far ahead because with that, excuses will come. Just focus on a small first step like getting dressed and then think of what comes next. Even on days you don't feel well, or don't feel like you have the energy, just get dressed. Its about trying to build a habit. Get dressed and follow through on that first step even if you undress right after and go back to bed.
I cannot emphasize enough how important it is that you take that first step and that you do it consistently. and then when you look back in a week or a month, you'll see your will.
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