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As per usual I'm working late nights. My thoughts roam the most at this time. It just got me wondering on how things are in the world right now. Now that people have more of a social presence than years ago things are more put in the forefront. I sorta miss my ignorant days. Where I was young and naive. Music was my best friend. I use to drown out my problems with music and play video games till 4am. Watching Sonic on Saturday mornings with my older brother and continue to game afterwards eating cereal and having a blast. Its funny how I always wanted to grow up so fast and now I'm reminiscing about the good ol days. I do miss my classmates. They were my neighbors as well. Now that I'm older, most of them did pass before they even hit 21. If I could go back it would be when I was 12. Most of my friends and family was alive then. If only I appreciate them more then, instead I'm sitting here sad about the old days. And I don't sit here and think about the past all the time. It just hits when I'm listening to a song or watch a cartoon with my son. I always wish that I could go back just for a moment and just embrace the people I miss one last time. I think that's why I'm the way I am now. I cherish the people in my life more now than ever. I just wish I could be that strong woman people think I am, but i have my days. But, I am looking forward to making new memories I can cherish. I'm really grateful.
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It's so easy to look back and wonder where it all went. All the choices i made and the thoughts I had. It feels so far away yet all it takes is the smell of a summer night or the sound of rain on the roof of a car to take me back to such specific moments. It's like for an instance I'm a kid again. It's crazy and beautiful. I think this is why the older people have no trouble sitting at the window and just thinking back to the good old days. I dont blame them, it was simpler back then.
Theres a lot of peeps I miss and plenty more I've learned to live without but I know, good or bad, those moments made me the best me I could be and I'm thankful for there tenure in my life.
Sorry, what you said kinda struck a cord. Its early morning and the smell of dew on grass just takes me back to when I'd stay up all night with whomever it was at the time. Crazy and beautiful yo.
Cheers, this ones for you
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