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I need to change. Change can sometimes be good and it can make others lives better. Like others telling me how my relationship should be and how it needs to be. I can't do this or that. I can't text too much, and I can't see them everyday. I can't argue because of the things I feel. Honestly half the time I don't know what to feel or why I feel anything at all. I need to change myself so that other people like me more and so that other people want to be with me, and when he's out I shouldn't even text him because it will bother him. I will bother him. I create the problems that break me inside. I say the things I mean and it create chaos in everything else. I get mad and I say things I never wanted to say out loud. I get jealous of things that shouldn't make me jealous. So I need to change. Change for the people around me. Change to be better and to be a little less imperfect. I know people tell me not to change. Yet, they are also the ones asking me do be different when I do the things that I think are right. I am sorry for wanting to text you 24/7 because I have no one else to turn to to get the things that I have on my mind, off my mind. Eventually everyone stops caring and they can't deal with the pain that is me. I am the cause of their pain and anger. I am the cause of the madness that continually asks them if they still love and care about me. I ask if they promise as if a promise would mean anything because promises always get broken, and that's just how it works. Maybe change is the only answer. The only way to keep the things that I love. But I was and I never will be good enough for anyone.
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ReplyYou should never change for anyone. If you feel like you have to, then the friends and the boyfriend you have aren’t necessarily the best people for you to surround yourself with. Be yourself is the best advice in the entire world but it only works if you keep that in mind. I know this all so much easier said than done but take small steps. Don’t change yourself to make others happier. You are you and if people can’t accept that then I’m afraid, bye bye to them x
Replystay the way you are. you don't need to live up to anyone's expectations.
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