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Hello Dear Friend (what are we?),
I'm sorry you feel like I'm not affectionate enough. Sometimes I think that I'm not everything you imagined me to be, and I'm nothing more than a big disappointment of all this built up tension we had in the making for months and months, and maybe your expectations were so high and I could not meet them.
I know you are scared of this ending in a bad way so you tend to distance yourself at times, which is the thing that I have been doing my entire life, but somehow I don't feel inclined to do this with you. It feels so easy with you, I don't feel like I have to walk on egg shells or gasp for air. You don't make me tired, but the opposite, you give me new energy. It's mindless but so mindful at the same time.
I know you might think loving me is hard on you, which hurts me to think about because I never thought it would be this easy to love someone, that it would be this easy on me, that it doesn't hurt or make me feel ill. It pains me to think that loving me causes you any pain because I want you to feel the way I do.
I want to wrap my arms around you and tell you all about my feelings in the middle of the night, and kiss your forehead, and whisper how much I longed for this exact type of connection with someone.I want to tell you of all the dead alleys I've found when it looked like there was a light a the end of the tunnel which only turned out to be myself alone holding a candlelight to all the dead ends my old self encountered.
I don't want to be scared of the future, I won't be. I have no idea what the future holds for us but I can't care because anything we have in store, wether good or bad, is worth it, because nothing makes me happier than being alone together with you, in a room full of us.
I'll love you forever, in more than one capacity,
Your girl (maybe?).
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