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2 weeks ago
Recently I realized how important my friends are for me. I don't have much friends but it's like they say quality over quantity. I want to be friends with them even when I'm old. But all the friendships I've had always ended not happily. At least the ones I truly cared about. I finally have friends that do care for me. And they want to spend time with me I believe. But I'm just waiting for when they realize how much better they can do than me. I'm waiting for them to get bored of me. I'm worried that I won't be enough for them. Because my past friendships our proof. I honestly believe I care about them more than they care about me. They always joke around and say I love you but I never say it around them. I love them of course they are my friends but I wonder if they really love me. I just wish I knew how they truly saw me. I'm not the type of person to talk about my emotions to people who know me. I can post this on here because no one knows who I am. So I can't just alert them of how I'm feeling. If I stopped hanging out with them I'd truly be alone.
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