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I am seriously in love with her. She was perfect in every way. She was beautiful, funny, shy, and smart. Literally, my soulmate. The girl I have since fallen in love with was perfect for me. I’ll call her MGP, her initials. We’d known each other since 3rd grade, were friends since fourth, and I’d had a crush on her since the end of fourth grade. I made the mistake of telling my little sister, who then proceeded to tell one of her older friends. Long story short, word got around to my friends and to her. No one ever really took it seriously, but I had to suffer through some relentless teasing. Eventually , things settled down, but she knew that I liked her. It never really got in the way of our friendship though, for which I am thankful. She was amazing. We joked around and she was one of the few people I talked to, since I’m an introvert. We talked and messed with each other jokingly. I had a nickname for her, which is something that I don’t normally do/have for people. Things were going great until about 11 days before school let out for the summer. One of the last days I saw her was the day we had to give a presentation on different countries and had to prepare a dish from that country. She got Croatia and brought in tiramisu. A few days after that she disappeared. I later found out she moved to a different school. She had mentioned something about going to Disney but that was it. No word of the moving, no goodbyes, nothing. Apparently, none of her friends knew that she was moving prior to this, which makes me think that even she didn’t know about it. That means one of my last memories of her is tiramisu, which I now eat, almost religiously. That was two years ago and I still think about her every day. I’m 14 now, and can’t get her off my mind. Now I’m going into high school and I believe she will be attending the same school. That would be great, if I hadn’t done something incredibly stupid last year. I emailed her telling her how I felt and she responded with “wtf”. I realized later that I had probably scared her away with the outright confession of my feelings instead of just reaching out as a friend. After she replied, I panicked and blamed it on one of my friends. So now, I get to start this upcoming school year incredibly nervous about all this. I’ve posted something similar to this before on here, but that was a while ago and I just want to get some new insight/advice on how to deal with this.
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that seems kinda tough but i say if you do go to the same school just talk to her and maybe don’t mention the email unless she brings it up and if she does just be like forget about it let’s just start over and be friends(idk i feel like i’ve seen that in a movie or something)
ReplyTrust me it's not that big of a deal. Talk to her if you see her again dont bring up the email unless she does. You're 14 my dude trust me coming from a 16 year old girl high school crushes or drama doesn't last long. Dont freak out or let this take over you. You're young you're bound to love and lose. I went through a similar thing it's easier to forget about them and move on. There are plenty of fish in the sea if she freaks out and doesn't feel the same way dont beat yourself up. You're young hang out with friends and have fun love can come after. It will come at it's own time and place. Stay friends and just remember to relax she isnt the only girl. You'll meet the right one someday just chill out. I'm still waiting too it's been 16 years of being single and I'm vibing crushes come and go but you need to chill out and let it be. Good luck
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