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I spend all day in my room because my dad's so mentally unstable. Mom says "come and eat". So I attempt to go into the living area and I said "so you fried it this time" chicken and mom goes "yeah it's a little bit hard"..then dad goes "you can peel it off" and i go "I know I'm not dumb"...things escalate from from there I don't even remember all of it but I end up telling him I can't come around him because he gets so aggressive over anything that don't matter. He acts like he wants to tear off my head.Then him n mom are both cussing at me so I end up telling them "wtf is wrong with you people? I stay to myself all day mind my own business in my room then I come in here to this"????????? Mom even denies he's being aggressive when he totally is wtf is up with that. I wish I had somewhere else to live. The fact is they're out of both and money and drugs. The Suboxone they get from the clinic can't get high on they overtake that and it makes their attitudes horrible...not counting what they have been already. Anybody else they'll act fake nice to. Me? They think I can be their misery scapegoat. It's causing me to have thoughts of self harm because I can't escape. It's not my fault they made their lives so miserable I shouldn't have to suffer because of it. The universe obviously hates me. Even the dog bit me for no reason. I'm done.
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Hey man. I had a life like that at one point. It gets better when you leave. Let me know if I can help
ReplyHonestly idk what to do it if theres anything I can do. That's just it. I can't leave. Nowhere to go. No relatives want me for no reason at all. I did leave them. They because homeless then intruded on my life and ruined it by conning me out of and stealing everything I had. It's why no other family will associate with us they are con artist drug addicts. I'm not even able to work they took everything I ever worked for. How would you or anyone else like their parents taking a $30000 retirement from them. Wouldn't you be mad as lava 😈? When my benefits to them ran out Im thought of as useless. They manipulated and used me to the last drop ran out. To keep their lavish partying up. I was told "if you don't work were sunk"...guess what.. THEY DIDN'T. What's worse I had to take bankruptcy counseling saying I'd learn to budget my money when they're the ones who never could keep money. Since my usefulness has ran out for them and body broken in a hot ass factory...guess they can't stand I can't keep up all their addictions anymore. This was supposed to have been my life but no they just had to intrude on mine then blame me for their cesspool pit of misery they brought on themselves. Nobody gives af what I'm going through so I don't even know where to turn anymore
ReplyBro I am so sorry for what they did. It never should’ve been that way. Idk if it’s possible, but maybe move from where you are? Would a cheaper area be possible? And then you could be away from everyone’s assumptions about you. Have you been in any online communities? I’m on this thing Slowly that’s real slowly breaking me out of the trauma. Are there any libraries nearby? I’m not sure where you are or if that’s safe, but if it is, sometimes there’s groups to just share a space with others.
ReplyTake steps to move out of there instead of harping on about how hard done by you are.
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