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I'm gonna end up killing myself if my psychotic son of a bitch dad doesn't stop taking his misery out on me. He makes bullshit out of nothing. And no before you suggest it I've got no other relatives to go that actually give a shit about me. FML. I know one day some how some way God will make him pay for making my life hell. First I had to lie down for a fucking migraine. I eat and he goes all to hell because nobody took the trash out hidden behind the kitchen wall. In a sarcastic shitty voice he's like "I'll take it out" comes grumbling past me. I hadn't been up long enough to even know about it. Then he comes back in with sour lemon tone voice "that's the problem around here nobody won't do nothing" Ok since they CANT manage money they pawned their tv and I had to give them mine in it's place . I was in there just trying to watch TV and I can't even fucking do that I have go to room away from him and stare at the fucking wall. He's miserable one because his acquaintance got shitty with him the other day and told him it's not a good time and shuts the door in his face. It's where he gets his mail sent to since he's pretending to be separated from my mom. And God only knows what else idk. I'm really fucking mad because I didn't deserve that. I didn't fucking do anything wrong. I told mom that's why I wish they hadn't pawned their tv because I always have to give up mine. God forbid they have to do without their cigarettes or ever learn how to manage their own money. In the midst of all that it also scares the poor dog. He's traumatized from all the fighting hell and misery this family had put me through the last at least 4 years. I really don't have anything for people who take their own misery out on you. I'm only human I can only handle so much bullshit.
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Get a job or two. Save money. Get emancipated. Take the dog with you.
ReplyI've already been down that road. They stole what I managed to save and I'm not even able to work atm but thanks
ReplyDear god that family is a wreck. I have to agree that your family is a wreck. I hope you can make enough money to move out, but in the meantime, maybe consult an online therapist/counselor.
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ReplyThank you. Yes they really are a wreck. It has been for a good while. It's getting to the point something bad is liable to happen either to him or myself because I can nolonger stand for his b.s.
He's too friggin psychotic and unstable mentally.
I already have a counselor who knows partly what he's done to me physically assaulting and abusing me but I only see them once a month and it's unpredictable how it goes so not really alot of help there either. Idk whatever idk anymore what to do. So tired of the b.s.
Anyway thanks.
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