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I'd like to make matters easier for myself and find the quickest way to end my life.
I don't care what other people have to say for it when nobody genuinely gives a shit while you're alive anyways anymore. Doesn't make a difference while i'm still alive. I've lost alot and I'm losing more of whatever is left in my life.
I have tried my best and that's all to it. I have fought, tolerated, endured and done everything i could to get through this life of mine to the best of my abilities. All of the abuse that's being done towards me is never going to end. It's just going to be covered up and justified. No matter what I try to do about anything problematic within my life , it just gets turned around against me and gets worst. I've reached my end and limit. All i do is fall further in this endless pit of bullshit at the hands of other people and every other horrible situations that's on going.
I have no way out of this and I really don't know what or where to start.
I don't deserve to continously suffer like this and then be expected to come out stronger. I'm beyond fed up and exhausted of how much shit I've been put through in my entire life.
I rather give up...
Just hand over a gun and l will take myself out of the picture completely by no longer having to be part of this fuked up world. I will ensure i won't survive and nobody will stop me.
I'm done suffering and getting blamed for it. I'm out of hope and energy to try. Last time i write and explaining myself, if you don't get it then you never will until it happens to you.
All i need and want is a gun with bullets and i will take care of myself.
Everything will stop and disappear.
_- Jas
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It’s not that you don’t want to live. It’s the pain that makes you want to give up.
ReplyI'm not actually living being alive and this is inspite of the pain.
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ReplyI really feel you as I've felt off and on like this one way or another. But it's not the answer. Your situation may eventually change you just gotta be patient. Not all people are like those who treat you bad.
ReplyI hope for your sake that you never find a gun with bullets. No one will hand you one over the internet.
ReplyHi Jas, You remind me of my bestfriend her name also start with Jas too. Are you okay?.... Ummm? I know asking that will never make you feel any better. I actually don't know how to make you feel better but I want you to live and I would love to see you fighting that pain. Don't do it.
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