Do you ever?

Walk around, knowing you're a whole, complete person but feeling like a vital part of yourself is missing? And you're not sure if you had it and lost it or never had it at all. Either way, you feel your heart reaching for it, trying to place those missing connections. Trying to fling electrical impulses through that large gap between it and your missing piece. And that space is like a black hole that hoards your energy and flings it to some unknown corner of the universe.